I can't fall again...

When i'm writing this i'm thinking in him. My heart says me to make contact with him again. My head says no-you can't do everything again.
I know i can't see him, call him, call his name. i can't.
Anyway, who guarantees me he wants to see me. In the best way? He says to i go arrive...
It's the best. For the two of us!